It's almost eight months now since i gave birth. I was supposed to see my ob-gyne two months ago for the last check-up but i figured i am healing very well so i dismissed getting an appointment.
Now i am not so sure if that was a good idea. The morphine they gave me has wared down and i feel the pain now on my wound. It is tolerable but when you have an 8 month old to take care of, it is just very tiring. Sometimes, when i lay down at night, i cannot feel my limbs. And there are times, i cannot sleep because of tiredness too.
I already asked hubby if i can go home for a short vacation now that Ate Maya is here. At least he won't be too alone as he has company. But i guess he does not like being away from Andreas too. And of course, the vacation i am wanting will just blow off our budget. I know i need to rest. I can feel what my body is asking. But i guess, this is what mothers do. They learn to sacrifice for their family. They learn to hold back on what they need and focus on the what is best for everybody.
Now i am not so sure if that was a good idea. The morphine they gave me has wared down and i feel the pain now on my wound. It is tolerable but when you have an 8 month old to take care of, it is just very tiring. Sometimes, when i lay down at night, i cannot feel my limbs. And there are times, i cannot sleep because of tiredness too.
I already asked hubby if i can go home for a short vacation now that Ate Maya is here. At least he won't be too alone as he has company. But i guess he does not like being away from Andreas too. And of course, the vacation i am wanting will just blow off our budget. I know i need to rest. I can feel what my body is asking. But i guess, this is what mothers do. They learn to sacrifice for their family. They learn to hold back on what they need and focus on the what is best for everybody.
1 sweets for Kero:
hi kero, i hope you feel better. i don't know the pain you're going through, but i do hope you'll find some time to go see the doctor. rest and feel better.
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